Insufficient Color Can Kill

new layout!

2007-08-12T13:24:00.001+08:00

body {
background: url("http://i45.photobucket.com/albums/f92/ch0k3h0ld/Cross_Epoch_wallpaper_by_zelas.jpg");

}
a, a:visited, a:link { color: #990033; }
.rail {
width: 159px;
padding-right: 10px;
}
.railstart {
margin-top: 10px;
height: 27px;
width: 159px;
background: none; repeat top left;
background-position: -30px 0;
z-index: 1000;
position: relative;
}
.railbody {
padding: 15px;
width: 129px;
font-size: 12px;
border-left: 1px solid #ccc;
border-right: 1px solid #ccc;
background: #CC33FF;
border: none;
z-index: 1000;
position: relative;
background: url(http://i45.photobucket.com/albums/f92/ch0k3h0ld/TargetPolkaDots.gif);

}
.railsep {
height: 1px;
margin: 12px 0 12px 0;
background: url(http://i45.photobucket.com/albums/f92/ch0k3h0ld/silasdrummerboy.jpg);
background-color: #ffffff;
}
.railend {
height: 2px;
width: 159px;
background: none;
background-image:url('http://i45.photobucket.com/albums/f92/ch0k3h0ld/silasdrummerboy.jpg');
}
td.rail {
background-color: #fff;
padding: 0;
margin: 0;
}

/* MASTER TEXT */
body,td,tr,div,p { font-family: verdana; }

/* MASTER LINKS */
a,a:link,a:visited,a:active { font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none; border-bottom:0px; font-style: normal; }
a:hover { font-weight: bold; text-transform: uppercase; border-bottom:0px; font-style: none; }

a, a:visited, a:link { color: #3DCBE9; }

h1#page_owner_title {
font-size: 35px;
color: #512F23;
font-weight: bold;
font-family: serif;
}

div.owner_nav {
border: none;
margin: 0 auto;
margin-top: 20px;
height: 310px;
height: 130px;
width: 760px;
border: 10px solid #fff;
border-bottom: none;
padding: 113px 0 0 0;
background: url("http://i45.photobucket.com/albums/f92/ch0k3h0ld/493400605_a932d05f12.jpg") repeat top left;
background-color: #fff;
background-position: 0 -10px;
}
div#subnavc {
width: auto;
background: url(http://i45.photobucket.com/albums/f92/ch0k3h0ld/x1pjzF2-RYhxRXtnSZhz1dDT0gHWrrxLrbQ.jpg);
border-top: 6px solid #fff;
padding: 4px;
}
div#subnav {
padding: 1px;
padding-left: 5px;
background: none;
border: none;
height: auto;
}
a.topt, a:visited.topt {
line-height: 1.2em;
display: block;
float: left;
height: auto;
text-align: center;
background: none;
font-size: 13px;
color: #fff;
width: auto;
padding: 2px;
margin-left: 5px;
margin-right: 5px;
}
a.toptsel, a:visited.toptsel {
line-height: 1.2em;
display: block;
float: left;
height: auto;
text-align: center;
background: none;;
font-size: 13px;
font-weight: bold;
color: #fff;
width: auto;
padding: 2px;
margin-left: 5px;
margin-right: 5px;
background: none;
}
li.gnopt a, li.gnopt a:visited, li.gnopt a:link {
color: #0b5eb4;
}
li.gnoptsel {
border-color: #abd;
border-color: #ccc;
}
h1#page_owner_title {
font-size: 40px;
background-color: #FF3300;
background: none;
color: #fff;
font-weight: bold;
height: 68px;
padding-left: 12px;
}
div#page_start {
padding: 0;

width: 760px;
border: 10px solid #fff;
border-top: none;
border-bottom: none;
margin: 0 auto;
}
div#rail {
text-align: left;
width: 159px;
}
a.gnoptsel, a:visited.gnoptsel {
margin: -2px 0 0 0;
width: 84px;
}
div#ownedfooter {
margin: 0 auto;
padding: 10px 0 10px 0;
width: 780px;
border: none;
border-top: 1px solid #999;
font-size: 10px;
color: #666;
background-color: #ddd;
background: url(http://i45.photobucket.com/albums/f92/ch0k3h0ld/x1pjzF2-RYhxRXtnSZhz1dDT0gHWrrxLrbQ.jpg);
}
div.stats {
border-bottom: none;
}

/*INFO BOX & POLL*/

div.infobox .boxbody {
padding: 10px;
border: 1px solid #ccc;
position: relative;
}

div.infobox { bottom: 10px;
background: url(http://i45.photobucket.com/albums/f92/ch0k3h0ld/jonasbanner.jpg);
}

/*REPLY BOX*/
.replybox {
color: #000000;/*text color reply box*/
padding: 6px;
margin: 20px 3px 20px 3px;
background: url(http://i45.photobucket.com/albums/f92/ch0k3h0ld/Spongebob_Squarepants_signature.jpg);
repeat-x top left;
background-color: #ffffff;
background-position: -25px -25px;
border: 1px solid #FFBC00;
}

.itemboxsub {
color: #7c9606;
color: #FF3399;
font-weight: bold;
font-size: 24px;
font-family: serif;
border: none;
padding: 0;
background: url(http://i45.photobucket.com/albums/f92/ch0k3h0ld/Mewislovesmall.png);
max-width: 550px;
}

.rolloverfordnd {
color: #7c9606;
color: #666;
font-weight: normal;
font-size: 24px;
font-family: serif;
border: none;
padding: 0;
background: none;
background-color: #ffcc00;
max-width: 550px;
}

.itemshadow {
max-width: 550px;
}

.itemsubsub {
font-size: 10px;
font-weight: normal;
line-height: 10px;
text-align: right;
color: #8da217;
color: #666;
}
.itemstamp {
float: right;
font-size: 10px;
font-weight: normal;
margin: -5px 0 5px 0;
margin: 0;
color: #8da217;
}
.itembox {
border: none;
padding: 5px;
margin: 0px;

overflow: visible;
border-style:solid; border-color:#990033; border-width: 2px;
background:url(http://i45.photobucket.com/albums/f92/ch0k3h0ld/mini%20me/pattern1.gif);<-boxes bg
background-color: #fff;
color: #666;

}
.itemboxalbum {
border: none;
padding: 5px;
margin: 0px;

overflow: visible;

background: none;
background-color: #fff;
color: #666;
border-top: 1px dotted #c7dc4e;
}
.itemactionspacer {
height: 30px;
}
a.mine, a.mine:link, a:visited.mine {
/* color: #b40b0b; border: none; background-color: #fff; margin: 0 2px 0 2px; */
color: #b40b0b; border: none; background: none;
}
div.ritemactions a, div.ritemactions a:link, div.ritemactions a:visited {
/* color: #0b5eb4; border: none; background-color: #fff; margin: 0 2px 0 2px; */
color: #0b5eb4; border: none; background: none;
}
a.go, .go {
color: #090; border: none; background: none;
}
.rail .userlogo {
border: 1px solid #999;
}
.caldiv1 { background-color: #ccc; }
.caldiv1 td { font-size: 10px; }
.caldate { font-size: 13px; font-weight: bold;}
.cald { float:right; text-align: center; background-color: #fff; padding: 0px 4px 0px 4px; margin: -3px -3px 3px 3px; border: 1px solid #ccc; width: 20px}
.calevent { margin: 0px 0px 8px 0px; }
.caldiv1 td:hover { background-color: #fff; }
.caldiv1 th {
background-color: #ccc;
color: #000;
font-size: 10px;
font-weight: normal;
text-align: center;
}
.caldiv1 th a, .caldiv1 th a:visited { color: #fff; }
table.globalnav {
border: none;
background: none;
}
.header .globalnav ul.gnopt a { color: #fff; }
.navinput {
border: none;
color: #666;
}
table.indextitle {display: none;}
td#maincontent { padding: 0 25px 0 0; margin: 0; background-color: #fff; }
div.header {
width: 780px;
margin: 0 auto;
background: none;
}
.infobox { background-color: #dced7e; }
div.infobox .boxbody {
border: 1px solid #8da217;
}
div.gndd {
color: #ccc;
background-color: #333;
border: 1px solid #ccc;
}
div.ddsep { background-color: #ccc; }
div.gndd a {
font-weight: bold;
border: 1px solid #333;
}
div.gndd a:hover {
background-color: #999;
}
li { list-style-image: url(http://images.multiply.com/multiply/style/avlack/arrow.png); }
div.guidebox {
background: none;
background-color: #fff;
color: #666;
border: 1px dotted #c7dc4e;
}
div.add_sublabel a:hover {
color: #859515;
}
span.signoutid a, span.signoutid a:visited, span.signoutid a:link, span.signoutid:hover, a.signoutid, a.signout, a.signout:visited, a.signout:link {
color: #ffffff;
}

my old layout for multiply

2007-08-12T13:22:00.000+08:00

body {
background: url(http://i45.photobucket.com/albums/f92/ch0k3h0ld/cab00dl3s/1.gif) repeat center;
background-color: #3c8148;
cursor: move;
}

/* CURSOR: BODY */
body { cursor:url("http://i151.photobucket.com/albums/s141/twisted_anghel/Silent%20Screams/butterfly5.gif"),default; }

/* CURSOR: LINKS */
a,a:link,a:visited,a:active,a:hover { cursor:url("http://i151.photobucket.com/albums/s141/twisted_anghel/Silent%20Screams/butterfly5.gif"),default; }

a, a:visited, a:link { color: black; }
div.bodywrap {
width: 778px;
margin: 0 auto;
background: none;
border: none;
border-top: none;
border-bottom: none;
}

div.owner_nav {
width: 734px;
height: 400px;
margin: 0 auto;
padding: 0;
background: url(http://i45.photobucket.com/albums/f92/ch0k3h0ld/cab00dl3s/purple1024.jpg) no-repeat top;
border: 5px solid white;
}
div#subnavc {
background: none;
margin-right: 188px;
margin-top: 27px;
width: auto;
border: none;
color: white;
}
div#subnav {
padding: 8px 0 8px 5px;
height: auto;
background: none;
background-color: transparent;
color: white;
}
li.gnopt a, li.gnopt a:visited, li.gnopt a:link {
font-size: 15px;
color: #000;
}
li.gnoptsel {
border-color: none;
border-color: none;
}
h1#page_owner_title {
padding: 8px;
text-align: left;
height:3px;
background: none;
background-color: transparent;
color: #fff;
border: none;
font-size: 30px;
font-weight: bold;
font-family: courier new;
}

a.topt, a:visited.topt {
line-height: 1.2em;
display: block;
float: left;
height: auto;
text-align: center;
background: none;
font-size: 11px;
color: #fff;
padding: 2px 5px 2px 5px;
width: auto;
}
a.toptsel, a:visited.toptsel {
line-height: 1.2em;
display: block;
float: left;
height: auto;
text-align: center;
background: none;
font-size: 11px;
color: #fff;
padding: 2px 5px 2px 5px;
width: auto;
font-weight: bold;
}
div.rail, td.rail {width: 189px; }
.railsep {
background: none;
}
.railstart {
display: none;
background: none;
}
.railbody {
width: auto;
background: none;
border: none;
width: 159px;
}
.railend {
width: auto;
height: 8px;
background: none;
border: none;
}

/*OWNER PIC*/
.rail .userlogo {
background-color: none;
background-image:url(http://i45.photobucket.com/albums/f92/ch0k3h0ld/cab00dl3s/floralpattern.gif);
border: 2px black dotted;
color: #fff;
}

div#page_start {
width: 734px;
margin-top: 30px;
margin-left: 19px;
color: #000;
background-color: #cc0099;<--the whole effin background
border: 5px solid white;
}
td#maincontent { padding: 15px; margin: 0 }
table.indextitle {display: none}

table.globalnav {
border: none;
background: none;
background-color: transparent;
margin: 0 auto;
width: 734px;
}

/* FOOTER */
div#ownedfooterc {
width: 734px;
margin: 0 auto;
}
div#ownedfooter a {
color: #000;
}
div#ownedfooter {
padding: 5px;
margin-left: -3px;
margin-top: 30px;
margin-bottom: 5px;
border: 5px solid white;
color: #000;
background: url(http://i45.photobucket.com/albums/f92/ch0k3h0ld/cab00dl3s/roseskull.gif) repeat top;
width: 725px;
height:135px;
text-align: right;
}
.litemactions a, .litemactions a:visited, .litemactions a:link { border: none; background-color: transparent; margin-top: 1px

}
div.ritemactions a, div.ritemactions a:visited, div.ritemactions a:link { border: none; background-color: transparent;

margin-top: 1px }

.navinput {
color: #000;
border: none;
}
.header .globalnav ul.gnopt a { color: #fff; }
/* .header .globalnav ul.gnopt div.gndd a { color: white; } */

div.gndd {
background-color: #cc0099;
border: 1px solid #0e4428;
}
div.ddsep { background-color: transparent; }
div.gndd a {
border: none;
}
div.gndd a:hover {
background-color: transparent;
}

.rolloverfordnd {
color: #cc0099;
background-image: none;
background-color: transparent;
font-weight: bold;
font-size: 18px;
border: none;
/* border: none; */
padding-left: 3px;
max-width: 520px;
}

.itemboxsub {
color: #fff;
background-color: transparent;
font-weight: bold;
font-size: 18px;
border: none;
padding-left: 5px;
max-width: 520px;
}
.itemsubsub {
font-size: 10px;
font-weight: normal;
line-height: 10px;
text-align: right;
color: white;
}
.itemshadow {
max-width: 527px;
}
.itemstamp {
float: right;
font-size: 10px;
font-weight: normal;
margin: -5px 0 5px 0;
color: #fff;
}
.itembox {
border: dotted;
background-color: pink;
padding: 10px;
padding-top: 5px;
margin: 0px;
overflow: visible;
color: black;

}
.itemactionspacer {
height: 30px;
}

.itemboxalbum {
border: pink;
padding: 5px;
margin: 0px;
overflow: visible;
background: none;
background-color: violet;
color: #cc0099;
border-top: none;
}

a.mine, a:link.mine, a:visited.mine {
font-size: 12px;
font-weight: normal;
padding: 0 2px 0 2px;
}
div.ritemactions a, div.ritemactions a:link, div.ritemactions a:visited {
font-size: 12px;
font-weight: normal;
padding: 0 2px 0 2px;
}

.caldiv1 { background-color: transparent; }
.caldiv1 td { font-size: 10px; }
.caldate { font-size: 13px; font-weight: bold;}
.cald { float:right; text-align: center; background-color: transparent; padding: 0px 4px 0px 4px; margin: -3px -3px 3px 3px;

border: 1px solid #ccc; width: 20px}
.calevent { margin: 0px 0px 8px 0px; }
.caldiv1 td:hover { background-color: transparent; }
.caldiv1 th {
background-color: #993366;
color: #000;
font-size: 10px;
font-weight: normal;
text-align: center;
}
.caldiv1 th a, .caldiv1 th a:visited { color: #000000; }
div.header {
background: none;
}
div.guidebox {
background: none;
background-color: #9900cc;
border: 1px solid #fff;
}
span.signoutid a, span.signoutid a:visited, span.signoutid a:link, span.signoutid:hover, a.signoutid, a.signout,

a.signout:visited, a.signout:link {
color: #000;
}
div.header table.globalnav h3 { color: #000000; }
.header .globalnav a.select { color: #000000; }

#subnav .toptsel {color: white;
font-size:15px;
font-weight: bold;
padding: 0px 0px 2px 5px;
}

a.select, a.select:link, a.select:visited {
background-color: transparent;
font-size: 13px;
color: #993366;
font-weight: bold;
height: 16px;
padding-left: 20px;
padding-top: 1px;
}

a:hover { text-decoration: overline;
color:#cae185; }

/* GBOOK*/
.replybox {
background-color: #ff00cc;
background-image: none;
border: 2px black dotted;
color: #000;
}

div.replybox, div.replyboxread {
background:none;
background-color:#ff00cc;
border: 2px black dotted;
}

/* user ID */
.replyboxstamp a, .replyboxstamp a:link, .replyboxstamp a:visited {
color: #000;
}
/* reply function (edit and delete & reply links) */
div.actionlinks a, div.actionlinks a.mine, div.actionlinks a.mine:link, div.actionlinks a.mine:visited {
color: #000000;
}
.replyboxread {
background-color: #ff00cc;
background-image: none;
border: 2px black dotted;
color: #f000;
}
.quotet {
background-color: #ff00cc;
background-image: none;
border: 2px black dotted;
color: #000;
}
.replyboxstamp {
color:#fff;/*post date*/
}

/* CONTACTS */
.contactbox {
background-color: #ff3399;
border: 2px black dotted;
color:#000;
float:left;
font-size:11px;
margin-right:15px;
padding:5px;
text-align:center;
}

/* viewing history */

/* border */
div.stats div.infobox .boxbody {
border:2px black dotted;
}
/* bg-color and bg-image */
div.stats .infobox {
background-image: url(http://i45.photobucket.com/albums/f92/ch0k3h0ld/cab00dl3s/2.gif);
}
/* text color */
div.stats {
color:#000;
}
/* Links */
div.infobox a, div.infobox a:link, div.infobox a:visited {
color:#000;
}
/* Visitor's User_ID */
div.infobox .userlogo a, div.infobox .userlogo a:link, div.infobox .userlogo a:visited {
color: #459653;
}

dalandan talks to me :D

2007-05-28T15:31:00.000+08:00

Francoise Esquivel: dani?
Danica Dalmacion: yes
Francoise Esquivel: uh
Francoise Esquivel: alam mo ba kung sino may hawak nung 2-Ora fster?
Danica Dalmacion:
Danica Dalmacion: hindi e
Danica Dalmacion: most likely si ian olmedo cguro
Francoise Esquivel: T.T
Francoise Esquivel: hala
Francoise Esquivel: wala lang
Danica Dalmacion: bakit?
Francoise Esquivel: add sana nyo akoooo~
Danica Dalmacion: add mo nalang 2-ora
Francoise Esquivel: in-add ko na matagal na
Francoise Esquivel: nagresend na nga ako
Francoise Esquivel: wala pa din
Danica Dalmacion: tsk baka kasi di na un ginagamit
Francoise Esquivel: mukha nga
Francoise Esquivel: eh wala lang
Francoise Esquivel: since taga-2-ora naman ako...I wish I get added
Francoise Esquivel: nabura ko na yung old fster ko eh
Danica Dalmacion: aahh
Danica Dalmacion: well if you see ian olmedo online edi ask her
Danica Dalmacion: ne
Francoise Esquivel: eeeyup
Francoise Esquivel: oo nga ano
Francoise Esquivel: tama tama
Francoise Esquivel:
Francoise Esquivel: galing ni dalandan!
Danica Dalmacion:
Danica Dalmacion: kamusta ka naman nizzie?
Francoise Esquivel: oks lang
Francoise Esquivel: eto booooored na
Francoise Esquivel: dahil gusto ko nang pumasok
Francoise Esquivel: eh ikaw?
Francoise Esquivel: musta
Danica Dalmacion: ayoko pa pumasok noh
Danica Dalmacion: ako bored din
Danica Dalmacion: san ka nagschool?
Francoise Esquivel: lyceum
Francoise Esquivel: hahahaha
Danica Dalmacion: ayoko pa pumasok noh
Danica Dalmacion: kainis
Francoise Esquivel: ngoks
Francoise Esquivel: ako gusto ko na
Francoise Esquivel: kaso irreg naman ako
Danica Dalmacion: bakit ka irreg?
Francoise Esquivel: uh kasalanan ko
Francoise Esquivel: hahah
Francoise Esquivel: di ako nagtake ng PE
Danica Dalmacion: haha tamad!
Danica Dalmacion: pe ko nga aikido e
Danica Dalmacion: how to handle that!?
Francoise Esquivel: eh buti nga ganyan sa inyo eh
Francoise Esquivel: eh samin?
Francoise Esquivel: boring PE
Francoise Esquivel: calisthenics at ballroom
Danica Dalmacion: yuck
Danica Dalmacion: yun lang?
Danica Dalmacion:
Danica Dalmacion: ang sama e
Francoise Esquivel: eeeew
Francoise Esquivel: PE
Francoise Esquivel: sux
Francoise Esquivel: grabe
Francoise Esquivel: ayoko talagha
Francoise Esquivel: *talaga
Danica Dalmacion: haha pwede mo ba iskip nalang un as in forever!?
Danica Dalmacion: ang gago sabihin mo may heart problem ka
Francoise Esquivel: sana nga eh
Francoise Esquivel: di naman sya katulad ng NSTP'/ROTC na pre-requisite sa grad
Francoise Esquivel: yawwwk
Danica Dalmacion: OO NGA!
Danica Dalmacion: lintek na nstp yan noh
Francoise Esquivel: i larb NSTP
Francoise Esquivel: hahaha
Danica Dalmacion: ano nstp mo?
Francoise Esquivel: yung businesses
Francoise Esquivel: hahaha
Francoise Esquivel: pangkabuhayan shit
Francoise Esquivel: yun
Francoise Esquivel: hahaha
Danica Dalmacion: sounds good
Francoise Esquivel: tsaka perdev
Francoise Esquivel: si drew nga yung ROTC nya nonstop hehe
Danica Dalmacion: nag-rotc siya?
Francoise Esquivel: oo
Francoise Esquivel: tibay noh?
Francoise Esquivel:
Danica Dalmacion: oo
Danica Dalmacion: damn
Francoise Esquivel: haha
Francoise Esquivel: parati ko syang sinamahan sa mga ROTC blah blah nila every sunday
Francoise Esquivel: hahahaha
Danica Dalmacion: diba un ung military ek ek?
Francoise Esquivel: oo
Danica Dalmacion: naks natutuwa namana ko sa inyo ni bola
Francoise Esquivel: namna
Francoise Esquivel: *naman
Francoise Esquivel:
Francoise Esquivel:
Danica Dalmacion:
Danica Dalmacion: naalala ko one time nakita kita sa rob
Danica Dalmacion: hahaha
Danica Dalmacion: wala lang
Francoise Esquivel: NGEKS
Francoise Esquivel: oo nga
Francoise Esquivel: hahahaha
Francoise Esquivel: may DA ka?
Danica Dalmacion: wala na
Francoise Esquivel: AY NGEK
Francoise Esquivel: baket?
Danica Dalmacion: di ko na nagagalaw e
Francoise Esquivel: ay ganun
Francoise Esquivel: ay teka
Francoise Esquivel: smart ka or globe?
Danica Dalmacion: globe
Francoise Esquivel: yey!x
Francoise Esquivel: penge numbeh
Francoise Esquivel: numbah
Francoise Esquivel: hahaha
Francoise Esquivel: please
Danica Dalmacion: 09166799481
Danica Dalmacion: text mo nalang ako
Francoise Esquivel: okeh
Francoise Esquivel: kasi mamaya magpapalit akow ng number
Francoise Esquivel:
Danica Dalmacion: bakit nawalan ka ng smim?
Francoise Esquivel: noop
Francoise Esquivel: sabi ng dad ko magpalit daw ako
Danica Dalmacion: ah kasi globe sya noh?
Danica Dalmacion: teka will get ur number na rin
Danica Dalmacion: ano?
Francoise Esquivel: wait mamaya na
Francoise Esquivel: hahha
Francoise Esquivel: pagbago na number kooo
Francoise Esquivel: kasi globe din naman eh
Danica Dalmacion: ay oo nga noh
Danica Dalmacion: engot
Danica Dalmacion:
Francoise Esquivel: hahahha
Francoise Esquivel:
Francoise Esquivel: maka-globe ako
Francoise Esquivel: kahit nagkakaproblema sila sa sistema
Danica Dalmacion: haha ako kahit ano
Francoise Esquivel: simula nung nagtaas sila ng rates
Danica Dalmacion: i switched to globe coz of my blockmates lang e
Francoise Esquivel: woooshooo
Francoise Esquivel: peer pressure ba ito?
Francoise Esquivel:
Danica Dalmacion: loka
Danica Dalmacion: haha
Danica Dalmacion: important din for announcements e
Danica Dalmacion:
Francoise Esquivel: ako din medyo peer pressure hehe
Francoise Esquivel:
Danica Dalmacion: tska sakalin ba naman ako para magpalit
Francoise Esquivel: oh ay sinakal ka daw ba...
Danica Dalmacion: hahaha tae
Francoise Esquivel: ako nga din peer pressureness
Francoise Esquivel: hahah
Francoise Esquivel: kasi si droo
Francoise Esquivel: gusto akong lumipat sa UST
Danica Dalmacion: lipat na!!!
Danica Dalmacion:
Francoise Esquivel: woooshoo
Francoise Esquivel: sana
Francoise Esquivel: eh ayoko umulit
Danica Dalmacion: bakit if you transfer ba, u have to repeat?
Francoise Esquivel: parang ganun na nga
Danica Dalmacion: ang arte ng ust ah!
Danica Dalmacion: teka san ba lyceum malapit?
Francoise Esquivel: katabi ng mapua
Danica Dalmacion has signed out. (5/28/2007 3:02 PM)

Danica Dalmacion: sa makati?
Francoise Esquivel: noop
Francoise Esquivel: intramuros
Danica Dalmacion: AHHHHHHH
Danica Dalmacion:
Francoise Esquivel: hahah
Francoise Esquivel: ngayon alam mo na
Francoise Esquivel:
Danica Dalmacion: sorry not very good with locations
Francoise Esquivel: woooshoo
Francoise Esquivel:
Danica Dalmacion: >_<
Danica Dalmacion: haha nako nizzie nakakamiss ka ha!
Francoise Esquivel: ay baket? engot nga ako eh
Francoise Esquivel:
Francoise Esquivel: lullz
Francoise Esquivel: <---walang sawang nangungulit sa mga tao
Danica Dalmacion: syempre tagal na rin kita di nakikita
Francoise Esquivel: oo nga eh
Francoise Esquivel:
Francoise Esquivel: waaaah
Francoise Esquivel: T.T
Francoise Esquivel: hmmm
Francoise Esquivel: nakakapikon eh
Danica Dalmacion: bakit?
Francoise Esquivel: umalis ako agad ng ssc
Francoise Esquivel: :c
Francoise Esquivel: lullx
Francoise Esquivel: namimiss ko din si zia
Francoise Esquivel: boooohoooo
Danica Dalmacion: oo nga!
Danica Dalmacion: wala na akong contact dun
Danica Dalmacion: kilala pa kaya ako nun
Francoise Esquivel: meron ako
Francoise Esquivel: kaso di naman sya nagrereply eh
Francoise Esquivel: globe din
Danica Dalmacion: ngek
Danica Dalmacion: so parang wala lang din
Francoise Esquivel: nasa diliman na sya
Danica Dalmacion: UPD?
Francoise Esquivel: di nag-aaral
Francoise Esquivel: nakatira sya dun
Francoise Esquivel: live-in kumbaga
Francoise Esquivel: ang alam ko mag-aaral na sya this year
Francoise Esquivel: eh di naman sya nakatapos ng HS.
Danica Dalmacion: live-in? naks boyfriend!
Danica Dalmacion: baka magrerestart siya ng HS
Francoise Esquivel: di
Francoise Esquivel: restart? ano sya computer?
Francoise Esquivel: tibo ang kalive-in nya
Danica Dalmacion: tibo? wow
Danica Dalmacion: haha sorry ha!
Francoise Esquivel: oks lang ehhehe
Francoise Esquivel: natawa ako
Francoise Esquivel:
Francoise Esquivel: tibo nga
Francoise Esquivel: dapat nga aatend kami ni drew ng debut nun eh
Francoise Esquivel: sabi ni chona 18 pa lang talaga sya last year
Francoise Esquivel: so parang ka-age lang namen si zia
Francoise Esquivel: eh di ba ang alam natin eh mas matanda si zia sa'tin?
Francoise Esquivel:
Francoise Esquivel: ayun
Danica Dalmacion: oo nga
Francoise Esquivel: ayun
Francoise Esquivel: nagulat nga kami ni drew
Danica Dalmacion: kasi mukha talaga siya mas matanda diba
Danica Dalmacion: she acts mature kung baga
Francoise Esquivel: oo
Francoise Esquivel: at lola namin yun hahaha
Francoise Esquivel:
Francoise Esquivel: ay natin pala
Francoise Esquivel:
Danica Dalmacion: 2ora
Danica Dalmacion:
Francoise Esquivel: nung 3rd year (wala na ako nun sa ssc) ako ang pumalit kay zia sa project nina drew at toledo at dianne sa literature
Francoise Esquivel: hahaha
Danica Dalmacion: ano ginawa mo?
Francoise Esquivel: ako yung goddess sa presentation nila
Francoise Esquivel: nagshooting kami nun sa greenbelt
Danica Dalmacion: syempre di ko nakita un sayang
Francoise Esquivel: haha
Francoise Esquivel: wag na
Francoise Esquivel: mukha akong ewan dun
Francoise Esquivel: jajaja
Danica Dalmacion: hahaha
Francoise Esquivel: ayun
Francoise Esquivel: lullz
Francoise Esquivel:
Francoise Esquivel: hahah nababaliw akooooo~
Danica Dalmacion: oo nakakabaliw ka!!!
Danica Dalmacion:
Danica Dalmacion: pero ok lang
Danica Dalmacion: better insane than sane
Danica Dalmacion:
Francoise Esquivel: oo nga naman
Francoise Esquivel: kita mo yung stat msg at pic ko?
Francoise Esquivel: ahahhahahahah
Danica Dalmacion: si silas
Danica Dalmacion: gwapo nga un hahaha
BUZZ!!!
Francoise Esquivel: ay sorrri
Francoise Esquivel: napindot ko
Francoise Esquivel:
Francoise Esquivel: oo si silas graae utke jorgensen
Francoise Esquivel:
Danica Dalmacion: UWA~~~~
Danica Dalmacion: ang papabol kaya nun
Danica Dalmacion:
Francoise Esquivel: oo talaga!
Francoise Esquivel: waaaaah
Francoise Esquivel: dami ko pics nya
Francoise Esquivel:
Francoise Esquivel: pati kay Jonas Bjerre
Francoise Esquivel: hahahha
Francoise Esquivel:
Danica Dalmacion: ikaw ha!
Danica Dalmacion: pero loyal pa rin ako kay orlando bloom
Francoise Esquivel: oo na oo na
Francoise Esquivel: single yun
Francoise Esquivel: kunin mo na
Francoise Esquivel:
Danica Dalmacion: nakuha ko na!!!
Francoise Esquivel: oo na oo na
Francoise Esquivel: nasan>
Francoise Esquivel: nasan?
Francoise Esquivel:
Danica Dalmacion: ANDITO NAKAPOSAS SA KWARTO
Francoise Esquivel: ay ganun? hahaha
Francoise Esquivel: ikaw ha s&m si dalandan! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
Danica Dalmacion: hahahaha hindi noh!!! S LANG AKO!
Danica Dalmacion: joke joke
Danica Dalmacion: i'm innocent
Francoise Esquivel: wooooshooo
Francoise Esquivel: talaga lang hahahah
Francoise Esquivel: ;p
Francoise Esquivel: lullz
Francoise Esquivel: hahaha
Francoise Esquivel:
Francoise Esquivel: may nakita akong topless na pic ni silas
Francoise Esquivel: jajajjaa
Danica Dalmacion: easy ka lang
Danica Dalmacion: makamagdugo ka na
Francoise Esquivel: ay di oks lang
Francoise Esquivel: hahhahaha
Francoise Esquivel: i'm in my right mind pa din hahaha
Francoise Esquivel: matagal ko nang crush yun eh
Francoise Esquivel:
Francoise Esquivel: HAHAHAHA
Francoise Esquivel: Silas Graae!]
Francoise Esquivel: tas crush ko din si Louie Poco ng The Bloomfields
Francoise Esquivel: hahahaha
Danica Dalmacion: ang dami mo naman crush
Danica Dalmacion: haha pero ok lang yan
Danica Dalmacion: ako rin e
Francoise Esquivel:
Francoise Esquivel:
Francoise Esquivel: awwwww
Francoise Esquivel: T.T
Danica Dalmacion: oh bakit bilang sad
Danica Dalmacion: jahaha
Francoise Esquivel: wala lang jajajaja

Danish. Cookies.

2007-05-08T14:11:00.000+08:00

Dee Panda: juy danish
Francoise Esquivel: hullo droo
Dee Panda: danish-jordanian
Dee Panda: lolz
Dee Panda: wow what a pretty nordic boy
Dee Panda: haha
Francoise Esquivel: hahahaha
Francoise Esquivel: mange tak dude
Francoise Esquivel:
Francoise Esquivel: ay droo
Dee Panda: http://photos.friendster.com/photos/84/50/14260548/969686997l.jpg
Dee Panda: EEEEEEEEEW
Dee Panda: O..O
Francoise Esquivel: remember yung kinuwento ko sayo about yung King of Jordan na nagdadrive ng taxi?
Dee Panda: http://photos.friendster.com/photos/84/50/14260548/417771859l.jpg
Dee Panda: yes?
Francoise Esquivel: teka may maipapakita ako in connection to it
Francoise Esquivel: sa King ha
Dee Panda: ukie
Dee Panda: haha
Dee Panda: hoy gotta go
Dee Panda: magboboys lang hehe
Francoise Esquivel: DAYA
Francoise Esquivel: hahaha
Dee Panda: DI KA PWEDE MAGBOYS
Dee Panda: ANDYAN ANAK KO
Dee Panda: GIRL YUN
Dee Panda: GO
Francoise Esquivel: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/King_Abdullah_II
Dee Panda: BAT IKAW ABDALLAH
Francoise Esquivel: nasa STAR TEK pala yung king eh
Francoise Esquivel: naging extra
Dee Panda: AHAHA
Dee Panda: O..O
Francoise Esquivel: *TREK
Dee Panda: weird man
Francoise Esquivel: ahaha
Francoise Esquivel: oh di ba
Francoise Esquivel: extra lang sya dun
Francoise Esquivel: no lines
Francoise Esquivel: utusan nung captain

yis! we were talking about DANISH. As in the DANISH language. :P hahaha! I am very much feeling good about it really. :) (oh yeah, we were also talking about the King of Jordan doing all sorts of "odd" jobs---jobs that are not fit for a king--- like being a taxi driver in disguise (which my professor-slash-uncle quickly discovered months ago) and being an extra on Star Trek: Voyager back in 1995. (Hmmm...we need to find the TAPE...kawawa naman lullz)

hahahaha! just being odd for now. Mange tak for wasting time reading this. :P Hej.

2007-04-28T21:05:00.000+08:00

I am smitten by this guy. This one hell of a Dane. :p Oh Silas! I larb joo with all my heart! :hugs:

And this is Jonas. He looks scared, doesn't he? :P Poor Jonas dear.

:swoooon:

Here (In Your Arms) by Hellogoodbye

2007-04-19T06:53:00.000+08:00

Hellogoodbye Here (In Your Arms) Lyrics
I like where we are,
When we drive, in your car
I like where we are.... Here

Cause our lips, can touch
And our cheeks, can brush
Our lips can touch... here

Where you are the one, the one that lies close to me
Whispers "Hello, I miss you quite terribly"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be, but here in your arms

I like where you sleep,
When you sleep, next to me.
I like where you sleep... here

Our lips, can touch
And our cheeks, can brush
cause our lips can touch... here

[ Lyrics found on http://www.metrolyrics.com ]

Where you are the one, the one that lies close to me
Whispers "Hello, I miss you quite terribly"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be, but here in your arms

Our lips, can touch
Our lips, can touch...here

Where you are the one the one that lies close to me
Whispers "Hello, I miss you quite terribly"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your,

You are the one the one that lies close to me
Whispers "hello I miss you, I miss you"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms

Here in your arms.
Here in your arms.

I effin got my grades, yes.

2007-04-12T16:55:00.000+08:00

Holy smokes. I just got my grades! :D I'm pleased to say that I have no failing grades whatsoever. The lowest I got was 3.00--- in Business Math! *whew*

I'm very much at home with having good grades than being so overly-conscious with it. I feel bad over those people who get so paranoid when a 3 or a 2.75 comes out. It's so annoying. And I don't give a darn if there are honor students around me...they're still humans like us but they look down to certain people. They treat these certain people like insects.

Anyhoo, back to the topic. The highest I got was Filipino and NSTP. NSTP?!? Holy---! C'mon, if it weren't because of the darned ringbind project then I wouldn't have it. (thanks Prof. Panti...:D) HAHAHAHA. As for Filipino, I guess it was sheer luck. I don't do good in that subject, really. Filipino bores me a lot, most especially when your Prof did nothing but ask for monetary contributions and when exams week comes, she'd tell you to make a darned reviewer! :(

Now that I have my grades report with me, I'm off to school to enroll for summer classes. Much better to keep me effin sane.

Nuffink Much but...in a Brokeback Mountain mode

2007-03-31T17:39:00.000+08:00

I was busy scouring for Mew (the Danish band) images online when I chanced upon this on DeviantArt (yes folks, I do have a DA account)! It's a beautiful wallpaper image of Jonas Bjerre (Mew vox) and Silas Graae (Mew drummer) from a magazine! If you could look closely at Jonas (the one behind the long-haired Silas), his eye makeup's like that of a lady's (well, that is a wonderful way to highlight Jonas' beautiful eyes!)!

Oh by the way, I am in dire need of the image itself...as in the magazine page or just the image posted online. Please help meeeeeeh! :)

I am very much in love with these two guys~! And with the band too. :D

Mew. Mew.

They hail from Hellerup, Denmark. The band was formed in 1991 (please correct me...)as it was done as a school project. Jonas Bjerre (vox), Bo Madsen (guitars), Silas Graae (drums) make up the band. Johan Wohlert was a former member, having left Mew to spend time with girlfriend Pernille. :D

Rewind to last year. I was watching MTV and I saw Mew! *melts* Then the VJ twins (May and Choy were they?) were interviewing Jonas and Bo. I didn't like how the twins interviewed them...Jonas looked embarrassed! Well actually Mew has been around for a long time, and I have been a fan of theirs eversince. :D I hope they could play live here in the Philippines! I'll save up for them! :D I have dropped a comment over at their MySpace site (http://www.myspace.com/mew) and uh...drooled over at an image of Silas. (Teehee...sorry guys...)

(The image above is by blackcadillacs of DeviantArt. :D)

Yeah, I'mma be a Frenger. :D

2007-03-30T11:44:00.000+08:00

Join the Fan Database

If you are a loyal frenger and would like to submit your profile, please email mew_world_profile@yahoo.com with your details. Send in a photo of yourself if you can and be sure to include the following:

Name
Birthplace
Date of Birth
Current Location
Website Address
Mew Forum Username (on the official site)
General Interests
Music
Movies
Books
Heroes
Email Address
Television
Your Photo (Your photo will be resized to 150x123px so feel free to resize it yourself)

me joineees mewsies! =3

I've been a big fan of Mew (the Danish band, not the Pokemon) for a long time and it's high time for me to join the forums! :)

talking about...?

2007-03-25T18:50:00.000+08:00

Zeny May Recidoro: *laughs*
Zeny May Recidoro: What's up with anna brenda anyway?
Zeny May Recidoro: she should just give up, because she can't clearly fight you people
Zeny May Recidoro: asar-talo siya sa totoo lang
Zeny May Recidoro: ampangit niya naman!
Francoise Esquivel: alam mo bang inalis nya ako sa friends' list nya sa friendster?
Zeny May Recidoro: oh?
Zeny May Recidoro: at alam mo bang may plano akong i-add siya?
Zeny May Recidoro: nyehehehe
Zeny May Recidoro: pero siempre malalaman niya na ako ang predecessor mo
Francoise Esquivel: i have a feeling na di ka nya iaadd
Zeny May Recidoro: oo nga
Zeny May Recidoro: hindi niya nga ako inadd
Francoise Esquivel: see?
Francoise Esquivel: eh kahapon lang sya OL
Francoise Esquivel: teka have you read yung sa chatterbox?
Zeny May Recidoro: oo nabasa ko na

Here goes an excerpt from my chat with my fellow troublemaker Zeny May. I love my friends.

I get corrupted for as long as I could think, but I get corrupetd because of some stupid things that demand explanation.

Most of all, I now think that I am getting so numb. Methinks.

Peer Support

2007-03-24T16:44:00.000+08:00

My bestfriend is supporting me by giving me advice over at Y!M.

Dee Panda: so if ever man nagskandalo sila dun
Dee Panda: tignan mo na lang
Dee Panda: at wag kang mag mukang kawawa
Dee Panda: NIZZIE HA
Dee Panda: AYOKO NAGMUMUKA KANG KAWAWA
Dee Panda: t-------------- yan
Dee Panda: dapat kase pag nagkikita kayo
Dee Panda: kasama ako eh
Dee Panda: ngumiti ka na lang
Dee Panda: at wag kang magpaapekto
Dee Panda: magmuka kang sosyal
Dee Panda: TANDAAN MO
Dee Panda: sila iniisip nila showbiz buhay
Dee Panda: hinde
Dee Panda: dapat ikaw hinde
Dee Panda: cheap sila kase super wala silang alam sa buhay
Dee Panda: unlike us AB students

Drew says it right. Di naman talaga showbiz ang buhay. To add that up:

Francoise Esquivel: Life is not all glamour and fame, like the pages of Meg and Candy.

There are just some people who are blinded by the klieg lights and shimmering gowns and glam makeup. It is not right for us to think that society tells us what to do, what to eat, and what to dress up through these good-for-nothing actors and actresses and the media. They're like lab rats who are being experimented.

As for the younger people who think that beautiful is all shimmering gloss, Candy Mag, and boys, I don't what to do with you kids. You seem to be addled with what society dictates you to do.

It all ends with consternation.

Pollux!

2007-03-24T14:36:00.000+08:00

This is Pollux, a black cat. Most people think that a black cat is ominous, but for some of us, a black cat means a new beginning.

I saved this cat almost a month ago, and Droo and I scoured around Bangkal to search for a potential owner. Neither of us could keep the precious thing, for our bosses (my guardian and Droo's grandparents) don't like having cats around.

So we went to Christopher's house in Palanan to hand the cat over to him, cos Tophe (yes folks, with an "h") wanted to have a cat to play with. (This photo of Pollux was taken by Tophe and he submitted it to me on Friendster.)

(Anyways, Tophe said that Pol's fave food is milk with breadbits. Hahahahahah! Instant Cereal!)

Droo and I are so happy to have Pol with Tophe (and with us, o'course!). We gave the little fella a new home. =)

2007-03-11T16:15:00.000+08:00

Amid the noise, the news, and the ceaseless chit-chatting comes a day that will just come by...and that day's my birthday.

(Like it's a big party, duh.)

My birthday has become an ordinary day when I turned 16. When I turned 17 I just went out with my closest friends to SM MegaMall to ice-skate. (The plus stuff was: I didn't have to pay for the fare going to the mall...Droo's mum drove for us going there!)

That never repeated. When I turned 18 there was s'posed to be a party but Dad was going to leave for London and Jordan that time...so it was great that Dad did attend my graduation. Another plus: my closest friends were there.

From left: Chona, Droo, Bells, Ylva, and Me at my Grad (taken by Dad)

See that? :D After the ceremonies we went to Droo's house in Makati for me to change into my casual attire, then we headed off to Greenbelt 3 to dine out. We ate at Cafe Bola. :D

Anyhoo, going back...right before I turned 18, something happened. My phone got snatched in broad daylight. Nervous laughter...nervous laughter...then poof! I was robbed blind. 6 days later, it was my birthday, then 2 weeks later, Graduation. Shooosh.

But it was okay.

Now that my birthday's on the 16th (this Friday), I am raring to get myself back. I am turning 19 this year. I feel like I am getting old by the minute. (Ngeee...)

Of Sleeping.

2007-03-10T13:44:00.000+08:00

Come to think of it, I get this sleepy every other day. I intentionally don't sleep on one night then I sleep early the next. I just find m'self yawning in class...or doodling listlessly...or writing...or chatting with my seatmate. Boredom.

When I try to doze off, I tend to forget what I should I do for the next day. By the time I land on the bed, everything seems to be going away. Like all I wanted to do is to sleep and be comfortable. (Parang pusa, hahahahaha)

But the prob is, my sleep's just "shallow". I could hear noises from the outside, even the tiny noises a mouse makes. Or even a fire truck from far away.

Hoo boy. Sleeeeeeeeeeep.

NO WAAAAAAAY!

2007-03-05T05:52:00.000+08:00

Okay so who said I like eating fish?

Darn, I never preferred eating fish! Any fish that's being eaten, I just can't stand seeing 'em on plates or even tasting them. There are two things why.

Number One: for me, they don't taste good.

Number Two: and I'd rather see them swim freely.

I never liked fish because they taste weird. I remember that as a kid I tend to barf out after eating fish. Mum would yell at me not to do it, and I would yell back that "I hate fish" then I'd sulk. From there, Mum would prepare fish for, telling me that it's chicken. Hah! I could tell if it's fish or chicken! My grudge against eating fish started there. What I don't approve of is eating Picadillo (Tambakol with Gata)...I'd take water and french fries instead.

Yes, I'd rather see them swim freely than being garnished on plates. I told my Dad once that I should advocate "STOP EATING FISH". Then Dad replied, "Anak, they really should be eaten."

Then a smile from Dad.

Awwww man.

Or, ganito na lang: "NO TO OVERFISHING". Yun lang. See, tumataas ang bilihin sa North ng caviar kasi unti-unting nawawala na ang Beluga Sturgeon! Madami na rin ang nagrereklamo dahil the prices are getting higher dito sa Pilipinas.

Oh yes. Here's another one: NO TO WHALING. Kawawa naman ang mga mammalian friends natin underwater! Just recently, Greenpeace had to stop a Japanese whaling vessel in Antartica. The Japanese didn't budge. Ano na naman ang gagawin nila sa whales? Whale oil? Or new-style sashimi?

C'mon.

Exposure! At School: Politicians yawn

2007-03-03T13:51:00.000+08:00

I've noticed that since it's campaigning period, everything is going nuts. Everything is shiny. Some days back, Migz Zubiri went to our university to be the inspirational speaker for the Legal Studies seminar. Then yesterday evening, Noynoy Aquino was there watching Mr. and Ms. Lyceum!

(Okay, is there any subliminal message to it?)

It would be okay if they dropped by to remind everyone to VOTE WISELY. Zubiri's visit was just good, at least he made us think about the environment. (Or so we think...) It's also a good thing that there are politicians like him who backs up the environment. <3333 Anyhoo, as for Noynoy...I don't remember anything that he backed up, aside his younger sister Kris...oh yeah, he's the governor of Tarlac! Maybe he did well in their province. I don't know.

Exposures. Pshaw.

Sex. And The Dean.

2007-03-02T06:11:00.000+08:00

I found myself watching the news last night. My eyes were fixed onto the tube when a report about a Dean who was arrested for having sex with a Nursing student. I just don't understand it. Or maybe I just couldn't take it. I've heard cases about students having sex with their College professors in exchange for higher grades---that idea just popped out,I just couldn't brush it off. Or maybe the Dean wanted it; he wanted his wanton desires to be consummated.

As the Dean was asked for his comments, he looked very defiant in a way that makes one think that nothing happened, that nothing indecent really happened. As for the student, I would like to hear her side of the story. Why was she involved in it? :(

I feel bad over it.

Yes, all things are "possible".

2007-02-27T06:03:00.000+08:00

This is it. Globe has gotten so insane. They've been eating up our credits! Globe has reaten my credits up for the third time last night and I have to say this: GLOBE SUCKS BIG TIME! What are they trying to reason out, that they're matching other people's lifestyles? Doggone it. Sayang lang. My family has been so loyal to you guys eversince you started. I think your slogan/catchphrase says it all.

I am getting sick of calling up your hotline and complaining again and again. :(

Let them eat cake! ~~

2007-02-23T06:10:00.000+08:00

[i]"S’ils n’ont plus de pain, qu'ils mangent de la brioche."[/i]

That's French for "If they have no bread, let them eat cake!"

If you guys are familiar with this quote, then you've probably chanced upon Maria Antonia Josefa Johanna von Habsburg-Lothringen, or simply the ill-fated Marie-Antoinette.

So...it is sorta obvious that I am currently hooked on reading stuff about her, for she is very interesting and that many people misunderstood her. People regard her as an extravagant queen who spends money like mad, and that she was found mingling with men...you know what I mean.

For me, I see her as a normal girl. Just that. Hey, how does it really feel to be married off to a fat, shy Dauphin at a young age, and to be sent off to a faraway land called France? Possibly what her detractors called her attitude as "unbecoming" is a manifestation of her homesickness and boredom.

What puzzles me is that she was accused of being a lesbian! Hey, erm, this issue is just like Abraham Lincoln being labeled as "gay" for he addressed "Yours forever" to a good friend. Showing devotion, care, and love isn't gay, but if you are very promiscuous then you gotta do something to fix it.

The quote at the beginning of this entry is claimed to be a joke that Marie-Antoinette told...or so it was.

2007-02-14T06:09:00.000+08:00

Mula sa isang sulok ng silid-aralan ay tanaw na tanaw ko ang hiwaga. Hiwaga kung bakit ako pumapasok sa eskwelahan araw-araw.

Walang kwenta man isipin, di naman ako makapag-pigil sa aking damdamin. Mabait naman akong tao, di naman ako nanakot. Ang masaklap lang n'yan ay torpe ako.

Pinagmamasdan ko siya habang nagsusulat, pinanunuod ang bawat kilos, at tinitingnan ko ang kanayang mga mata.

Masama na talaga na talaga ang tama ko sa kanya. Di bale, aayusin ko na ang sarili ko. Pero di ko lubusan isipin kung gaano s'ya kahinhin. Mahiyain s'ya, tahimik. Pero kakaiba s'ya, unique kung baga.Yun nga lang, torpe talaga ako. Mahiyain tulad niya. Kahit ano na lang ang payo na ibnigay sa akin ng mga kabarkada, wala pa din. Ang hina ko talaga!

Araw-araw nalang ganito, hinihintay ko pa s'ya sa kantin.Nagbabaka-sakaling makausap ko s'ya. Wala pa din. Naghihintay ako ng himala mula sa taas para kunin na ako ni Lord, wala pa din.

**
**

Isang araw sa klase ng P.E., kampanteng-kampante akong pumasok sa gym. Nakaheadset, pinakikinggan ang mga tugtugin sa MP3. Pagbaba ko ng bag, at paglingon ko, laking gulat ko ...kaklase ko s'ya sa P.E.!Palapit na lamaang papunta sa uupuan ko nung ...

"Lopez."

"Ma'am?"

"Magcheck ka ng attendance."

Patay! eto na nga ang masaklap. Ako pa'ng pinagcheck ng attendance!

"Twenty-two, Romualdez. Present."

"Twenty-five, Santos. Present."

Nabanggit ko ang apelyido nya! Pero natatawa ang mga kaklase ko, pati s'ya ... bakit kaya?

"Lopez!"

Eto na nga, kalase ko ang lumapit. Ano kaya nakakatawa sa ginawa ko?

"HAHAHA! Lopez, patawa ka!"

Napatingin ako sa kanya na animo'y alien s'ya na naligaw.

"Eto ha: twenti-fur, twenti fayb... HAHAHA!"

Ayun na nga. Katawa-tawa nga ako. Eh ano naman ang masam dun?!? Pasensya na't taga-Calamba ako eh. Dyahe talaga...

Mas dyahe naman 'to: pinagtatawanan ako ng crush ko. Ang laking dyahe talaga. Parang wala na 'ata akong mukhang maiharap sa kanya.

Hinintay ko ang tatlong oras para matapos ang P.E.. Uwing-uwi na talaga ako. Di man lang ako pansinin ng crush ko.

*******
Lumipas ang mga araw at wala pa ring nangyari. Paikut-ikot ako sa eskwelahan, paupo-upo sa bench at naglalaro ng PSP. Hinihintay, iniisip, pinagmamasdan ... lahat na lang pwede kong gawin. Dumating na lamang sa isang araw na napagod ako sa kakahintay. Tumayo na lamang ako para maglakad palabas ng Dapitan gate. Uwin-uwi na ako't nagmamadali ng biglang ...

BOOG!

Bumagsak ako nang may tumama sa ulo ko. Minabuti kong bumangon habang minamasahe ko ang gilid ng ulo ko nang may sumusugod sa'kin. Naka-medyos na mahaba at football shoes.

"Ay sori! Sa'n ka natamaan? D'yos ko, sori talaga! Dadalhin kita sa clinic! Sori talaga! Di ko sinasadya--"

Panay ang sorry n'ya. Halatang alalang-alala s'ya.

"Oks lang. Ayos lang ako't--"

Crush ko ang kausap ko ngayon! S;ya nga! S'ya pala ang nakatama sa'kin!Kumakabog-kabog ang puso ko ngunit di ko magawang isigaw ang aking nararamdaman

...nasa gitna kami ng football field.

Napatawa nalang ako habang nakayuko. Halong hiya at takoy at pag-aalinlangan.

“Wag na, okay lang ako,” wika ko.

Umalis na lang ako nang nakayuko pa din. Di ko na s’ya tiningnan.

**

Noong gabing iyon ay natagpuan ko ang sarili ko na nakaupo sa bintana (a la “The Day You Said Goodnight” ng Hale). Nakatitig sa langit. Nagsisi kung bakit pinabayaan ko s’ya…

Tinulungan na nga ako eh…tanga-tanga ko! Pagkakataon ko na sana!

Naramdaman ko na lamang na may luha na ako sa mga mata.

**

Hmm. Bagong araw, panibagong pagsubok, ‘ika nga.

Hinarap ko ang buong araw nang buong tapang at walang iniisip kundi ang pupuntahan kong mga klase, mga dala kong materyales at mga iguguhit ko. Normal naman na dumaan ang mga araw. Walang namang nangyari.

Walang nangyari.

‘Di ko man lang s’ya nasilayan.‘Di ko s’ya nakita. ‘Di ko man lamang napansin!

Nasaktan ko ‘ata s’ya.

**

Dumaan ang mga araw na di ko s’ya nakita. Walang akong babae na nakita na naka-headband na red. Na naka-clip na green. Na maikli ang buhok. Na naka-football gear.

Naglalakad lang ako mag-isa sa Lovers’ Lane. Tinitingilaan si Santo Tomas.

“Saint Thomas, ano naman kaya po ang payo n’yo sa’kin? Problemado ako eh. May gusto po akong babae. Maganda s’ya. Mabait. Matagal na po akong naghihintay ng tamang pagkakataon. Kelan kaya yun? ”

Oo nga pala. Rebulto ang kausap ko. Di naman yan sasagot yan eh.

“Ay, may assignment pala kami sa Theology!”

Kinuha ko sa bag ko ang bibliya. Nagmamadali. Ayokong gumawa sa dorm, aantukin lang ako eh.
Paglabas ng bibliya mula sa bag ay may nahulog na papel mula sa loob ng libro. Alam ko naman na wala akong nilalagay na notes dito. Pinulot ko ‘yon at binasa.

Maghintay ka lang. Oks?

**

Tanghali. Sa kantin. Mabilis akong tumakbo papuntang order lane para umorder ng lunch ko. Dali-dali akong pumila…dali-dali akong nakipag-siksikan sa mga tao-tao. Gutom na gutom na ako!

Lumipas ang ilang minuto at nakapag-order na ako ng paborito kong kare-kare at porkchop. Pinuproblema ko naman ang uupuan. Jampacked ang mga tao!

Naghahanap ako ng mauupuan hanggang sa maisipan na maki-share na lang. Dyahe naman…

“Miguel!”

At sino naman yun?

“Dito ka na lang. Wala akong kasama eh.”

Nilunok ko ang aking laway. Totoo ba ito?

“Hi!” sabay ngiti n’ya.

Napangiti din ako. Di ko ma-contain ang kasiyahan ko.

“Salamat Santo Tomas, sinagot n’yo ang prayers ko!” wika ko sa sarili ko.

**
Sorry if the story is sorta fast-paced...:( please comment after reading. Thanks!

untitled and.

2007-02-10T17:27:00.000+08:00

How To Save A Life
The Fray

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life
How to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life

This is dedicated to people who loved and lost, who are sad and seeking help, hopeless, and depressed. Some part of me told me to post this, and I trust you all will be fine.

Maladies.

2007-02-06T09:45:00.000+08:00

Come on! ???
I have been trying to save money for the past few days and nothing happened. So much for keeping a so-called "Magic" wallet.
Anyhoo, there had been so many activities last weekend, 'cept that I stopped running around on Sunday. I watched WWE Royal Rumble last Saturday and went to CSB and UST yesterday.
Mas importante yung visit ko sa CSB and UST yesterday cos I visited my close friends! Nothing compares to seeing your long-lost friend sporting a new hairdo that she calls "palong ng manok", or seeing your bestfriend beating you up hard. They're so natural and so silly that we end up stuck together.
My two friends and I spent the whole afternoon eating, talking, laughing, beating each other up, and watching a fun football game. Spending time with them is always exciting.
~*
What else?
Midterms na namin ngayon. I just finished my English midterms, todo-sulat ng paragraphs (inductive, deductive, hinted) at ng mga topic and clinching sentences. Oh well, these sentences can just cause you extreme brainfry.
Business Math. Oh the nonstop computation and endless formulas. Another cause of extreme brainfry. Might they add ultra-difficult Math and Calculus, these two will knock me out cold.
What I love is Biology. Even if it's obviously basic, I just love it. Never have I learned to fancy human organs and cell division in my entire waking life. Ayoko ng Bio back in Sophomore year, all I did was to make use of 2 boring hours sleeping and writing and doodling and talking. :D It was the least I can do while enduring a droning discussion.

Just that muna, JPL (Jose P. Laurel) midterms na in 20 minutes. :D

Cunning linguist, fell for the first time.

2007-01-28T12:15:00.000+08:00

I am doing this crap entry on an empty stomach. Hah.

This might be the only entry that I've written na walang laman ang stomach ko, grrr.
Oh well, it's my job to keep things out of hand, like this one. I spent the last 5 hours surfing the net, with fixing my sites in my cloudy gray matter. Then I am spending of what I have left. Just letting you guys know.

As for the kids out there who have been seeing me around town and in school: You guys make up a large part of my heart. Lorl. People like you who tend to bug me with SMS are way cooler than most normal people I've met along the way, than those people who first thought that being out of the norm is illegal. (Shame on those crackpots who cocked their eyebrows when they saw me or my friends.)

Anything goes, as they say. But I am not the type of person who goes out unnoticed. Everything that's on me, they notice. Eevrything that I say, they point out. Gah.
Sometimes I feel wrong about myself. That's why I lose in debates. (Sorry guys.)

Anyhoo...
I am getting so worried about myself not typing a letter for the outreach. :( Gah. I am getting lazy with this. All I wanted to do is to do blog entries and fix my sites with dizzying HTML 24/7 (only when I'm online).

Gah....:(

If this doesn't account to anything

2007-01-26T05:20:00.000+08:00

so for this day, I'm certainly not pleased. I know I'm going to report about JPL later but I'd want to divert my attention to one thing: self-infliction.

Read my previous entry. You'll notice that I was talking to somebody who wanted to have his mean self back.

That same person did the unthinkable. He slashed his wrists.

Last Sunday at Avilon, I noticed him with bandages on his left wrist. I cringed inside, thinking that "kung ano ang itinalino nya, yun naman ang kanyang ikina-unstable nya".

So many people began to wonder why this suddenly-suicidal (as he said to me one day) bookish student became very elusive.

I then said to a friend of mine, Danilo, "He is obviously depressed."

Danilo responded, "Ambabaw nga ng problema, tas gagawa-gawa sya ng ganyan?!?"

What Dan doesn't know is that he is part of the problem Dheck (yes folks, he's the suicidal guy here) is having. Dan is in his cynical self when it comes to Dheck.

Now, the other day, I was told by a classmate that Dheck was seeking help from Kim. Dan was like, "Ano? Para syang bata!"

Going back to the sight of his bandaged wrist, it brought me to where I first had a vivid picture of what self-mutilation/self-infliction: Grade School days.

I remembered my classmates, batchmates---even my closest friends having slashed arms, wrists, everywhere they could slash on. I felt so sorry for them that they experienced it. I, myself, had been through it, and that will never happen again.

As of this writing, I am cringing inside to the point that I can't blame those who slash their wrists. Never have I felt so grim about this.

So, going back to the present.

It might seem to be a subtle take on releasing yourself from pain but, there are people who think that slashing is a form of cowardice. Whatever. Whatever those guys think, it just means one thing: those idiots have no idea what depressed people are feeling.

And as for Dheck, go on and suffer, feel the pain. Go numb. Then what's next for you? I've been telling you to stand up, you just keep on ranting that you can't cos you've changed.

Happy New Year: New Year, New You

2007-01-05T05:27:00.000+08:00

For it to materialise, sometimes your inner self has got to relax. Take this example: laying your old mean self to rest.

A few days ago I found myself sitting beside a pained, presently problematic classmate who I just "visited". Ditto for the word "visited": I ran to his house (which is a stone's throw from mine) just to see if he's alive. Some jerk had made a bad prank about him through SMS, saying that 'he and his brother met a tragic accident...blah blah'.

So this classmate of mine went on ranting about himself till late evening, when my brain cells wanted to chill; I was fixing my disaster-zone study table so I couldn't relax, then my classmate just spew the hell outta him...

While I was at his house, he was telling me things like 'he's feeling bad about another classmate of ours' and that he 'couldn't take somebody's attitude towards him anymore'...things like that. What struck me is this: he wanted to get his mean self back.

Let's face it, I myself had faced a similar situation. My old friends back at my Alma Mater of 10 years were feeling bad about me cos I 'changed'. I, on the other hand, was feeling bad with some people in my new school. Those kids had dissed me a few times into my first few days in that school. I had to open up to this: that I had to accept the new environment around. But accepting the environment around you doesn't mean I had to forget my old friends. I was so preoccupied with having new friends around...and I returned to my old chums when the big prob broke out. And they accepted me with open arms, though. :)

I was able to get my old, cynical (just kidding) self back in no time. :)

Going back to my classmate's prob, I told him that he should accept his new world (cos he was claiming that he doesn't recognise himself anymore) and get on with it. He said no. Being the easily-stumped person that I am, I just shut my mouth to just prevent me from saying negatives about not taking his new world with open arms. Best that he could do is that in College, your life is back to square one (if you get what I mean).

HE WANTED TO RETURN TO HIS NORMAL MEAN SELF.

Dude, this is no High School where you can diss people one after the other. College may seem to be a rat race later in the future but just calm yourself. Being mean doesn't do any good to everyone. It's not healthy. You might go psycho when that happens.

***

New Year. 2007.

I suppose that I'll just have to see what's about to happen before I jump in. 2006 has been a weird year for me.

I hope that 2007 will be a brighter one for me and you. :) Peace.

2006-12-08T04:57:00.000+08:00

0. Your Mood?
--> halo eh. uh I'm feeling so nervous about...nothing. also, I am feeling stupid about attending NSTP.

1.Popularly known as?
--> Nizzie or Noish.

2. AGE?
--> 18

3. BIRTHDAY?
--> 16th of 3rd, 1988

4. WHAT'S YOUR ZODIAC SIGN?
--> Pisces

5. Who is your cutest friend na girl?
--> Si Drew, kahit she doesn't find me 'cute'.

6. Can't live without... (thing)
--> something that can make me smile, ultimately.

9. Choice music?
--> electronic sounds do good to me, and uh...classical music.

10. Food trip?
--> I eat veggies, and pasta. Meat? Sometimes.

11. Fantasy female/male?
--> somebody who can make me laugh and smile.

12. What kind of girlfriend/boyfriend
are you?
--> 'makulit' daw ako! :P

13. What will make you fall for a
guy/girl?
--> when the guy is witty.

Turn-offs?
--> self-centered freaks

15. If you had a million bucks, what
would you buy first?
--> a book.

16. Longest time you've ever spent on
the phone?
--> 6 hours

17. Did you get tired of it?
--> My ears were smokin'!

18. The one thing you try to do
everyday?
--> I wake up to do my morning routines, then I go to skool. Pag walang pasok, I just read when I wake up.

19. Vegetables or fruits?
--> Veggies.

20. Favorite soundtrack?
--> Uh...di ko alam. :(

21. Night out or night in?
--> Both. When I feel like goin' out, then that's fine, same goes for night-ins.

22. What's scarier, ghosts or aliens?
--> Ghosts na lang.

23. Finish this sentence: If I could
be anyone in one day i...
--> I would be Stephen Colbert and be a smart guy who can make us laugh and realise issues at the same time.

25. what happened on your last
birthday?
--> uh...I was sort of...erm, my phone got snatched days before my birthday...and uh...:(

26. Yesterday?
--> went out with my boyfriend Keekuu to buy a present.

27. Last weekend?
--> I spent the whole time at home alone, watching movies.

28. Last X-mas?
--> I was alone. Went to London.

29. Last New year's eve?
--> was thinking about my Mum, it's her birthday.

31. Last Valentine's day?
--> wala. I don't give a damn about Valentine's Day, whether I'm taken or not.

32. What's the last thing you ate?
--> siomai.

33. Thing you drank?
--> H20.

34. Thing you wore?
--> my Lyceum P.E. shirt and boardshorts.

35. Last place you went to?
--> Robinsons Place Ermita.

36. Last person you saw?
--> Koko.

37. Last person u talked to
--> Myself.

39. Last person you've sent a msg on
friendster?
--> Sherry Ann Ang.

40. Last song you heard?
--> I'm Yours by Jason Mraz

41. Right this VERY SECOND what are you
eating?
--> nuffink.

43. What are you wearing?
--> St. Scho batch shirt and capris.

45. Any shoes on?
--> white Adidas sneakers

46. Listening to?
--> a rock song by I-don't-know-who

47. Talking to anyone?
--> Nope.

48. Are you a vegetarian?
--> sorta.

49. Are you a BITCH?
--> sabi nila. ewan.

50. Are you artistic?
--> it depends.

51. Do you write poetry?
--> I do.

52. Are you a fast runner?
-->Yeah...when late for skool.

53. Can you ski?
--> Nuh-uh.

54. Did you ever cut a barbie doll's
hair?
--> Nope. But I beheaded a Barbie doll.

55. Are u naughty?
--> Uh-huh.
56. Ever done something stoopy this
week?
--> what's 'stoopy', anyway?

57. Did you regret it?
--> er...ano nga ang 'stoopy'?

Some Quiz I Picked Up on Friendster

2006-12-06T04:58:00.000+08:00

1.Last person who wrote you a testimonial?> Yung bandang Acid Drop. <333>

2.Last movie u watched?> "Deck the Halls".

3.What do people first notice when they see you?> It's either my eyeglasses, my nail-polish-bombarded fingernails, or whatever I bring with me.

4.Do you like peanut-butter?> I used to hate that stuff. Now, I'm hooked with it!

5.Most memorable place?> Caylabne Bay, Ternate Bay, Cavite...and whole lot more places.

.6.Do you read comics?:> I do! <333>

7.What's your favorite restaurant/s?> Hmmm...erm, Cafe Bola and Bubba Gump. Tokyo Cafe, too. <3

8.Do you have enemies?> I do. And she hates me now.

9.You like to go out grocery shopping?> Yeah. Cos I do seldom do that.

10.Can you dance?> Uh yeah. Methinks.

11.Do you believe in God?> I do.

12.First thing to do when you wake up tomorrow?> Look at the time.

13.Where are you right now?>In front of the PC.

14.Your name spelled backwards...> Enahrzin. (Darn!)

15.Where were you born?:> Makati City.

16.What is the last thing you downloaded?> The Subic Rape Case news.

17.Are you rich?> Dunno. Some people do say that I am. But...on the other hand: "rich" in what sense? O.0

18.Are you registered to vote?> Not yet.

19.Do you have a car?> I'mma borrow my Dad's sedan. Or my Mum's truck.

20.Do you like rollercoasters?> I could've died.

21.Chattin with...?> Nobody.

22.Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?> Neither. I'm pretty scared. But I know sky diving's fun, though.

23.Are you shy?> There are times that I get shy.

24.Do you think you're popular?> I am not. Apparently.

25.Chips or popcorn?> Chips, dude. Popcorn's just annoying.

26.Are you a good cook?> Nope. :(

27.Best thing in the world?>Uh...there are lots of 'em.

28.Have you ever broken a bone?> Almost. At a soccer game.

29.Have you ever won a trophy?> Nuh-uh.

30.What is your favorite board game?> If it's a PC game, it's gotta be Sims 2.

31.Do you bake cakes?> Pwahahahahah!

32.Last thing you bought at a pharmacy?> Uh, a nail polish?

33.Do you believe in love at firstsight?> Uh...

34.Whats your favorite song right now?> "Love You Lately" by Daniel Powter and "Love Like Winter" by AFI. This one too: "The Zookeeper's Boy" by Mew.

35.How many pairs of shoes do you own?> 12 pairs. Four of 'em are sneakers. The rest are leather.

36.Last song stuck in your head?> "Love You Lately".

37.Any pets?> My family owns a cat and some dogs.

38.Worst Local TV show as of themoment?>Those soaps on local TV. For some reason.

39.Color of most clothes you own...> Black and Red. (Don't worry, I am investing on other colors lately!) 40.Whose picture(s) do you carry inyour wallet?> Uh, pix of my friends and Keekuu's. <333

Bother! Bother!

2006-12-03T18:32:00.000+08:00

Pshaw! :(( This is lame, though. All I wanted is to have a good sense of humour. Duh. Like, what are the odds of being un-funny? (What a word.) I'm just your old-fashioned kid wearing rectangular frames. People around me are just insecure, they're even unsure about themselves and the world around them.

Just like when I was at a new school. One lame kid there was cocking her eyebrow at the sight of me wearing plaid...I was just there standing, introducing myself. It was NEVER my fault to be filed under "weird kids". I was reared that way, my thoughts are THAT way, and my life is just way different from that kid. Two years later, that same kid (the one who was cocking a thick eyebrow) is now TRYING so hard to establish her own image. Just cos she got hooked with a 'metal' boy.

That kid never thought or knew about culture and the arts. Poor her, now that she's not being herself anymore. And now she's blaming me for something. BOO YOU, HAIRBOY!

2006-12-02T07:41:00.000+08:00
Je laisserais tomber plutôt mon travail que l'école. Period.Given le fait que j'étais au bord de la dépression, je me frappais constamment plus de juste pour m'aider à prendre une décision appropriée. J'ai dû stopper ce travail, j'ai dit à myself.I passé la formation d'une semaine. J'ai passé le revalidation. OJT ? J'ai stoppé la première nuit. J'avais si tort que je n'aie pas été écoute égale ai dessiné quand je lui ai dit au sujet de ma formation. J'étais heureux au début, mais j'ai juste estimé que je n'ai pas appartenu là le troisième jour de formation. J'ai essayé d'obtenir le long de mais il est alors venu à moi que quelque chose pas bien. Même mon rapport avec Keekuu a été presque tendu. Anyhoo, Keekuu et moi l'ont fait à travers, tout le 'cos de ma décision pour laisser tomber ce travail d'un heckuva. Mais égalisez il y avait un léger problème (bien, ce n'était pas LÉGER du tout, bien que), mon expérience alèsent toujours de bonnes choses. Ces bonnes choses sont celles que je garderai.
Les bonnes choses que j'ai eues tandis qu'à la formation étaient : Monsieur Glenn... pour être si aimable et prévenant au hahaha de Johann d'us! Monsieur Karl ! Vont Monsieur Karl ! Monsieur Ed ! Le directeur de kewl qui se pavane sa substance...Madesmoiselle Elaine, pour me garder sur mes pieds ! Ann Michelle! Elle est devenue mon amie à la session de formation ! Personne merveilleuse!
Maintenant que je suis de nouveau à la civilisation, je veux juste redresser des choses vers le haut pour moi et pour mes amis, et pour mon papa, aussi bien. BTW, Noël est exact autour du coin ! J'ai maintenant mon premier cadeau ! Un sac de JanSport HellCat !

Oh bien, des types, voient que vous 'arrondissez ! Je suis de retour dans les affaires.

Une Proposition Silencieuse

2006-11-26T18:19:00.000+08:00

Pratiquement, ma vie à l'école change chaque mois. Juste comme maintenant. Mon papa a voulu que j'allât chercher la loi. Est-ce que cela n'étonne pas ? Un gosse m'aiment qui ne respecte pas les règles va prendre la loi ? ! ? C'est très peu probable simplement.

Ok, ainsi comme, j'étais d'accord sur la proposition de mon papa, à condition que je prenne la loi à une autre école. Je dirais l'université des Philippines ou de l'Ateneo. Bien, naturellement, mon papa ne s'inquiète pas de à quel point les honoraires chers de tuiotion à de grandes universités peuvent être. Il veut que je finisse l'école et travaille et fasse quelque chose de valable. I, d'autre part, voudrait étudier encore après la loi. Bien, ceci va être un un enfer d'un tour...

Mon plan après que l'école doive aller à Londres et passer une certaine heure là à Oxford avec mon oncle (qui est un professeur à Cambridge et Oxford) et voyage autour de l'Europe. Fondamentalement, je souhaite aller en Allemagne ou en Suisse et voir le Matterhorn. Je veux juste voyager et étude beaucoup comme la plupart des personnes que je connais, elles simplement ne peux pas être plus que fulfilled.(Oui! Une chose pour sûr : Je devrais étudier beaucoup de langues !

En ce moment, mes buts principaux sont deux choses : pour étudier et travailler. Je suis un rêveur moi-même, comme chacun autrement. Puits réellement, j'ai également des plans avec quelques amis inclus. J'aimerais prendre ai dessiné et Kiko avec moi en Jordanie ou à Londres ! Mais naturellement, je ne veux pas projeter juste encore, je ne veux pas obtenir déçu à la fin, cependant.

Jusqu'au prochain parchemin, amis !
Francoise <3

Non Sequitur. Is it?

2006-11-26T17:46:00.000+08:00
For so many years, I have been keeping blogs like it's my business. Well it is. And for so many times I try to glam up my blog lik it's my business...but still, it is really my business.

Now that I am an eighteen-year-old, I should get what's worth: a real journal.